it doesn't matter how hard i try im always sad and i always cry a daily struggle to rid my grief is there every day suffocating me i no im being judged for the way i am i am trying the best that i possibly can every day is difficult and nights to living this life my love without you my days are long the hour's drag on this is whats its like since you've been gone it doesn't matter how hard i try im always sad and i always cry