Today is a bad day I drove around for a while just thinking of how much I miss you and I miss us it makes me cry but I can't I have to just let life be as it is most of it is my own fault I love the fact that David and Hazel take care of me is a great thing for me I know but they shouldn't have to I should be able to take care of myself but I wasted any chance of that you made it possible for me to be able to live comfortable but I wasted it figuring that it wouldn't bring you back so I didn't want it well time taught me different . love and miss you so bad