Well I was just laying in bed thinking of you and how much I miss you but than I think of how GOD gave you to me and how much I'm thankful to GOD for giving me even just a short time maybe not getting old together like we wanted and maybe not having the wedding I kept putting off but at least I had you and you changed my life and let me no what real love is and real happiness was so I do miss you and I still love you and will forever have you in my heart but I no that one day GOD will bring us together again as we are married in his eyes and that means we will be in heaven together forever. I love you more later