here I am again just thinking of you and how much I wish you were here and no that isn't possible but I sure I could see you again and just let you know how much I love you and thank you for your time with me even though I didn't show it always and of course thank you for our wonderful daughter. She is awesome but I do wish we had never said I didn't want a child with you and let her no how much we both wanted her and how much we loved her it might have been easier for her so she wouldn't think she was left here with someone who didn't want her in the beginning but she had a great love for her daddy and that will never change so I guess it was ok. I love you.