Well we closing in on five years and it doesn't get easier like I'm told I still feel you near me like the wispher of your breath or the touch of you lips but than I realize that no It's not real just wishful thinking but sometimes it helps because I remember that at least I had you for a short time and how wonderful you made me feel and than I can always be grateful to you for making me strong when I thought that I could never live on my own with out a man you made me realize that no I could do anything you wanted me to so now I can wait to get to you and live on my own and drive across a bridge and think of you when I do these things because you gave me life as I no it. THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME AND TEACHING ME. I will always love you and wait to be with you.