AUGUST 26TH 1989 I WENT TO WORK AT KMART AS USUAL AND THEN HOME IN TIME TO GO TO WORK AT THE GREYHOUND TRACK IN BETWEEN FREDDIE WOULD TAKE ME TO DINNER FOR MY BRITHDAY IT WAS MY FIRST DAY AT THE TRACK BUT I NEEDED THE JOB. SO I TOOK IT THAT NITE YOU CAME UP THE WALK WAY WITH HOLLYMARY WHO HAD NOT RUN SO GOOD BUT YOU JUST PATTED HER HEAD AND TOLD HER WHAT A GOOD GRIL SHE WAS. SO GENTLE WAS YOUR ACTIONS I JUST COULDN'T BELEIVE ONE MAN COULD BE SO GENTLE AND TO A DOG AT THE AND THEN ONE THAT LOST THE RACE AT THAT. I JUST MELTED I NEVER FELT SO WEAK AS THEN ONLY TO HAVE YOU LEAVE AND THEN COME BACK LATER DRESSED IN A SUIT WITH FLOWERS FOR YOU MOTHER AND WERE SO PROUD TO BE HAVING DINNER WITH YOUR MOTHER WHO CAME DOWN FROM SARASOTA TO WATCH YOUR DOGS RUN AND YOU WERE SO HAPPY AND JUST THE MOST HANDSOME MAN I HAD SEEN THEN WHEN YOU WERE THERE FOR ME EVERYTIME I NEEDED A FRIEND BECAUSE OF WILMA ALWAYS LETTING YOU NO I HAD WALKED TO WORK AND NEEDED A RIDE HOME. SO YOU WOULD TAKE ME HOME THEN WILMA WOULD ASK YOU TO STOP BY BEFORE DROPING ME OFF AND SHE KEPT THROWING US TOGETHER AND YOU HAD TO GO TO THE PRIEST TO FIND OUT IF YOU COULD EVEN GO OUT WITH ME AFTER I GOT A DIVORCE BUT WE HAD TO WAIT FOR THAT TO HAPPEN BY THEN I COULDN'T EVEN WAIT FOR YOU TO KISS ME AND WHEN YOU FIANALLY DID I GOT SCARED AND COULDN'T KISS YOU BACK THEN YOU THOUGHT I WAS A TEASE AND YOU CUSED ME OUT AND THEN YOU KISSED ME AGAIN AND IT WAS JUST LIKE HEAVEN. I WILL NEVER FORGET THE TENDER WAY YOU KISSED ME OR TOUCHED ME IT WAS LIKE NOTHING I COULD HAVE EVER READ OR FELT BEFORE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH I JUST DON'T NO WHAT TO DO. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER AND WHEN I THINK OF THE TIMES THAT I WASTED BEING MAD OR VISITING SOMEONE WITHOUT YOU. WHEN I SHOULD HAVE SPEND EVERY MINUTE OF OUR LIFE TOGETHER BUT YOU WANTED TO MAKE ME STRONG ON MY OWN JUST LIKE MAKING ME DRIVE ACROSS THE BRIDGE WHICH WAS A GOOD THING FOR ME.