PLEASE HELP ME JUST LET ME NO THAT YOU ARE OK AND THAT YOU LOVE ME I MISS YOU SO MUCH I'M TIRED OF CRYING MYSELF TO SLEEP AND I HOPE TO BE WITH YOU SOON AT GODS REQUEST BUT I WANT TO SEE HOLLY GROW UP AND HAVE CHILDREN AND MAKE IT BIG IN THE FILM BUSNIESS AND SEE THE REST OF MY GRANDCHILDREN GROW UP INTO NICE ADULTS BUT I MISS YOUR TOUCH I THINK OF ALL THE TIME I WASTED ON KEEPING TO MYSELF AND NOT BEING WITH YOU AND HOLLY WHEN YOU WOULD SAY PLEASE COME WITH US OR WATCH THE MOVIE WITH US AND I WOULD JUST GO OFF ON MY OWN AND WASTED ANYTIME I COULD HAVE SPEND WITH YOU AND I THINK OF ALL THE TIMES I SHOULD HAVE SAID I LOVE YOU AND DIDN'T BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T SAY IT FIRST WHEN I KNEW THAT WAS JUST YOUR WAY BUT I COULDN'T TAKE YOU FOR WHAT I TOOK YOU FOR IN THE BEGANING BUT WE DID TALK AND WE DID NO THAT WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND GOING TO MARRY BEFORE ALL THIS HAPPENED BUT I SHOULD BE HAPPY WITH THAT BUT I WANT TO TOUCH YOU AND HEAR YOU SAY I LOVE YOU. LOVE YOU