Just sitting here and out of the blue something silly reminds me of you. It still seems like it yesterday that you left us. I hope that wherever you are that you are happy and finally at peace. Life here is always changing. We are waiting for orders to find out where we are going next. It's a very exciting time for us but at the same time sad. I worry about mom and if she will be o.k. sometimes she scares me the way she talks its like she has lost herself. I just don't know what to do she has always been the strongest person I've known and she is so lost. I just don't know how to help her.