DUGGIE, Only a few more days till it would have been twenty years for us to no each other for better or worse. I'm here for the worse I guess I gave you the worse so please forgive me and let Holly no so that she will quit hating me. She needs to love someone now that she doesn't have you. I no that you were leaving me and that you hated me but I'm so sorry I made your life so bad and now I'm sure Holly thinks that I'm to blame for you taking to many pills so please, please forgive me. I wish that it was me not you and I will that I could quit loving you when I no that you didn't love me. Forgive me