HERE I SIT ALONE AND ALSO WATCHING MARRLEY AND ME WHAT A GREAT MOVIE YOU WOULD HAVE LOVED HATE FOR IT SAD BUT GREAT. IT MAKES ME THINK OF YOU AND HOW MUCH I LOVE AND MISS YOU I WANT YOU HERE WITH ME I LOVE YOU AND JUST DON'T NO WHAT TO DO WITHOUT YOU I CAN'T GET IT RIGHT ANYMORE YOU WERE THE LEADER IN MY LIFE YOU MADE ME WHAT I WAS BUT NOW WITH YOU GONE I'M NOTHING AT ALL. JUST ASK HOLLY SHE NO'S ME BEST AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KISS MY CHEECK AND HUG ME LET ME NO YOU LOVE ME MAKE MY WORLD RIGHT AGAIN OR PLEASE COME AND TAKE ME AWAY AS I CAN'T GET THERE ON MY OWN . LOVE YOU ALWAYS