Hello MY LOVED ONE, I have finally figured out why I was left behind and no that it is a good reason. 1. Holly- I will be able to see her get married if she so wants to. See her children if she has them be here if she needs me. 2- I will be here for all of are children when they need me which has happened. 3- I am able to watch our grandchildren grow up and last I am able to realize how much you and my family mean to me and how much I need all of you. It is hard that you are not here with me but I'm glad to be here after all. I love and miss you and always will but I'm glad to be with our children.