Well trying again this is the second time tonight so until I get this fixed I'm going to say I love you and will never stop missing you I seen Jess came by on the eighth and I have been trying to leave a note sense then but nothing it just erases it as soon I write it so this is the second time tonight but I will just say I love you very much and it doesn't it get easier and I miss you as much today as the first day and I pray to just feel your presents around me until I can be with you . Three years and it is just like yesterday no easier and not any less painful. I love you