HELLO SWEETIE, JUST A FEW LINES SO THAT YOU NO THAT I'M THINKING OF YOU HOLLY IS GONE ALL THE TIME AND MOVING OUT SOON I HATE TO SEE IT HAPPEN BUT SHE HAS TO GROW UP AND EXPERICENE LIFE ON HER OWN AND GOD WILL WATCH OVER HER. SHE IS HER OWN PERSON YOU DID A GOOD JOB WITH HER BUT I STINK AT IT I CAN'T LOVE HER ENOUGH AND I CAN'T DO ENOUGH EVERYTHING I DO IS WRONG AND NO MATTER WHAT I GIVE HER IT DOESN'T MATTER. I DON'T NO WHAT HER CARRER CHOICE IS ANY MORE BUT SHE ISN'T DOING WHAT SHE WANTED ALL HER LIFE I JUST AM HAPPY SHE IS GOING TO COLLEGE. I JUST WORRY BECAUSE SHE HASN'T APPLIED FOR ANY GRANTS OR SCHOLARSHIPS. I'M NOT MUCH AT BEING A GOOD MOTHER AND SHE NO'S IT. I'M SURE IF YOUR WATCH;ING ME FROM HEAVEN YOU HAVE TURNED YOUR BACK TO ME AS A MOTHER. WELL JUST TO LET YOU NO I LOVE AND MISS YOU STILL FORGIVE ME FOR THE WAY I HAVE DONE WITH HOLLY I RUINED HERS AND YOUR DREAMS. BUT I LOVE YOU BOTH DEARLY . GOD KEEP YOU SAFE AND FORGVE ME FOR ALL MY WRONGS. GOOD NIGHT MY LOVE TILL WE MEET AGAIN