Well I'm sitting in my bed just missing you I want you with me so bad that I don't no what to do I can almost feel you touching me and see you watching me your love was so silent but yet so loud everyone could see that you loved me and you didn't mind telling the world but you just hated telling me but I knew always. I still don't understand why God took you from me I no that he has his reasons but why not someone that is no good I no you are happy in heaven but I have a big question if we go to heaven and we don't need anything and everyone loves each other and all one family than why am i waiting to get their with you as we will just be family and not remember the past which means you aren't really watching over me just over everyone I just don't understand the Bible so I don't no what to believe. But I guess that means go to church and learn about it. Holly is going to school soon and has changed her mind altogether about what she wants to do with her life I no you would be so proud of her for what she is doing it will take her a while but she has lots of time and a hard head so she will make it.Well I just wanted to say that I miss you and love you always keep us in your prayers and thanks to GOD for what he will do and has done for us all. My biggest thank you in live is to GOD for giving me all my children and bring you into my life.