Well it is eary morning and I just can't sleep again I should be happy and I am but not like I need to be Holly has moved back hom and that makes me happy I think she will really go to school now also Emily has moved to Orlando for the summer so that makes Holly happy. I'm sorry I haven't done more writing on this site but I don't remember how to use it I keep doing things wrong. Charles helped Holly move but he is in such a bad way and if you could I wish you would give him a little boost I no praying is the only way but a little fatherly love never hurts. I pray that he gets his children and that he one day finds out that they are all his. I really miss you and wish you were here I'm getting where I feel the touch of you less and less like maybe you are gone forever but I don't want that I think as long as I can keep in touch I will be ok till I come to join you. Well I love you so much and no that GOD sees us as married and that as long as I wait alone till my time to be with you than I will surely will be with you untill the end of time. I love you my darling. Talk more later and you are BLESSED TO BE WITH GOD