This site is dedicated to the memory of Doug
Doug was born in COLORADO SPRINGS , CO. on September,06, 1956. He was much loved and is deeply missed by all his friends and family. There is a tribute video made by his daughter in the video section of this site.
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Thoughts
17 years ago today. I remember the shock. I came across your last email to me a few months ago and the loss I've felt came sharply into focus again. I don't know how to say any differently how much you're missed. There is so much I want to say and don't know how to say it without sounding trite. I'm just looking forward to seeing you again. I love you.
Barb
8th June 2024
Well, June 8, 2024. I’m still here doesn’t feel like I’ll ever believing. I thought I was close to it with these last weeks in the hospital and not knowing what I have still don’t know what I had but I’m starting to feel better so I guess I’m staying ready. He would send me until then. I just sit here missing you. I really hate missing you and really hate waiting to come there. I really feel like a failure. I can’t do anything to help Holly who really needs it. Crystal has really become Crystal. She stays away from the family. She has been there this couple weeks with me. Family doesn’t get along anymore. Hazel’s off New Orleans sick with Covid can’t help there stuck here. I do have the bright spot of Edon here for the week but he’s getting too old now he’s done with grandma. I think he’s ready To hang out with friends, I’m not grandma anymore. But he does pretend. and I let him think it so that he he thinks I’m happy. But I know God’s timing is right and I’ll be there when he’s ready. Just saying I love you and I miss you. And it doesn’t get any easier.
9th June 2024
Well you know it doesn’t get any easier and I am still dead inside just waiting to be able to be with you but I have two wonderful grandsons and I know you see them I pray for Holly and them all the time we have Mikey and douggie Holly and I are both Catholic now her sons are both Catholic and severely nonverbal autistic she has a very hard life but she loves them dearly I’m sure as busy as she stays that she talks to you all the time oh I can’t believe it’s been 14 years seems like just yesterday I can still reach out and touch you or when you’re not there I love you very muchAnd pray to see you soon but it’s gods time not mine so I wait and enjoy my grandsons and my daughter and other grandchildren and children until my time I know you’re watching down on us and I know you’re in heaven at least I don’t have to feel bad about that
KATHY
8th June 2021
Candles
Missing you more every day it will never go away. I love you forever. I wish you were here but I will be there one day. I hope it should be me there or not you you wanted to live to be 200 I didn’t wanna live to be 40 until I got 40 but I don’t want to live to be an old lady, I want to go where are you are I love our kids, but they’re all grown have their own kids their own problems. They tried doing good for me, but there’s only so much you can do. The missing is never gonna stop so happiness is out of the way no matter how hard they try , I’m happy with them. I’m happiest with my grandkids. I’m proud of the mother that Holly has become. She worked so hard. She’s such a good mother I could never do what she’s doing and she does it by herself mostly well I don’t get on here very often anymore cause it only makes me feel worse but I need to write you a letter and let you know. I’m thinking about you all the time and I love you. See you soon I hope.
Lit by kathy Lundy Ott on 15th June 2023
God is watching over you forever so here’s a candle that is forever watching over you from me I love you so much
Lit by Kathy on 29th September 2020
Thank You, Lord, for letting us share in his life, thank You for letting him be part of ours. I look to the day I will see him again; until then I just thank You for the time we had with him.
Lit by Barb on 9th June 2019
